I have so many questions to be answered and I keep asking more question each day.
I don't know whether this is healthy? As I ask more questions each day, the more complicated the answers become and it lead me to more and more questions which needs more concrete answers.
Questions as simple as "Why do we live in this world?". Okay, Allah created us to test us and reward/punish us in the hereafter. Why do we still go astray? Why do we still enjoy committing sins? Why sins are so hard to keep away. Why are we not created in a way where we have the ultra-most powerful ability to avoid all these nonsense. Why is there repent? Why is there 'taubat' again and again? Why is our sins be forgiven? How do Allah forgives such sins? Why is Allah so forgiving.
But when I ask all these questions, another voice inside me told myself, I musn't ask too much question because we are just born this way.
